God. Awake. Awake. AWAAYYYKE!!!

Need more sleep. But cannot. My mind is in overdrive right now, thinking of dozens of things I need to do, things I want to do, and things I have forgotten to do.

I am still sad about my cancelled concert. That makes the third concert this year that I or my family has missed due to cancellation. Are performers trying to say something about Texas? I mean, yeah, I don't blame them for being unenthusiastic about Texas. I know I am. But. I am trying not to get my hopes up about Sarah Brightman, just in case.

Have henna. Will mendhi. I do, from time to time. Is nice and !@#$ relaxing, when I can get a good design going. >_<

Feel like watching the Escaflowne movie for some reason. Will settle for some Maaya Sakamoto.

Very much want something, but I don't know what that something is. The yawning maw inside is very hungry for some existential sustenance today.