Yes, it was definitely the worst interview experience ever! When I was younger, I have to admit that I was rather cocky. I thought I was the shit and even when I didn't get a scholarship or a job, I figured it was their problem, not mine. The oral assessment was a turning point for me...and although I feel a little silly for saying it, it was almost like a curse. From that day forward, I was total crap at interviews. Part of it was just because I was getting older and less "I RULE!" and part of it was just that I stopped going to so many interviews and so I tended to be less prepared.

I do just want to say that I admire you so much for going after this like you do. I know you have had some shitty things happen to you last year, but the fact that you keep trying for what you want is just awesome. &hearts