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*urp*
Too much microwave popcorn makes me nauseous. Ick.
Spent today quietly, running errands, visiting family, and sleeping. San and I are supposed to go out tonight and "talk." We shall see...I haven't really missed the ongoing drama that is her life, but cutting ties seems impossible. She isn't a bad person, but how many times can you watch a friend shoot themselves in the foot?
Hee, I was peeved earlier with JP but throughout it all he was sweetly oblivious. Surely this is a match made in Heaven because I anger quickly and forgive even quicker so the less he is aware of it, the better. ^_~
I've been listening to Sarah McLachlan's new cd (streaming on vh1.com) and falling in love with it (of course). Her lyrics are so personal and resonate as a comfortable hum in my head. That's what I want my writing to be: exclusive experiences that make other people say, "Yeah. I know what that's like."
Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.
I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Spent today quietly, running errands, visiting family, and sleeping. San and I are supposed to go out tonight and "talk." We shall see...I haven't really missed the ongoing drama that is her life, but cutting ties seems impossible. She isn't a bad person, but how many times can you watch a friend shoot themselves in the foot?
Hee, I was peeved earlier with JP but throughout it all he was sweetly oblivious. Surely this is a match made in Heaven because I anger quickly and forgive even quicker so the less he is aware of it, the better. ^_~
I've been listening to Sarah McLachlan's new cd (streaming on vh1.com) and falling in love with it (of course). Her lyrics are so personal and resonate as a comfortable hum in my head. That's what I want my writing to be: exclusive experiences that make other people say, "Yeah. I know what that's like."
Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
THe past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.
I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...
Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed
Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...