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I am kinda sad. And hungry. But at least I have toilet paper now (thanks, honey).
I think the weather's got me feeling a little blue. Or maybe it's because somehow I already spent most of my paycheck on bills, bills, BILLS.
However, if I really admitted it to myself, I am down because I am a petty, bitter person. A friend of mine has been losing so much weight. She looks fabulous! And while I am happy for her, I am so disappointed with myself for not keeping to any kind of diet or work out regiment. Especially since it's not just extra weight that concerns me - it's my high blood pressure as well. I have no excuse. I also have no will power. I know I am better than that. And the fact that I admit all this and am still not succeeding is just chapping my ass. [/rant]
Okay, done for now. Come back later and maybe I won't whine so much. *snerk*
I think the weather's got me feeling a little blue. Or maybe it's because somehow I already spent most of my paycheck on bills, bills, BILLS.
However, if I really admitted it to myself, I am down because I am a petty, bitter person. A friend of mine has been losing so much weight. She looks fabulous! And while I am happy for her, I am so disappointed with myself for not keeping to any kind of diet or work out regiment. Especially since it's not just extra weight that concerns me - it's my high blood pressure as well. I have no excuse. I also have no will power. I know I am better than that. And the fact that I admit all this and am still not succeeding is just chapping my ass. [/rant]
Okay, done for now. Come back later and maybe I won't whine so much. *snerk*
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I know what you mean babe...I was doing soooo well with my workout last year...And lately I have just gone to hell...gained all the weight back...I just don't have time to workout like I used to =/...And my mono keeps me down on the days I could actually do it...*double sigh*...Well...I think once summer rolls around I'll be good to go again...But I think I'm gonna start really doing it again on Monday...Sometimes I just feel horrid about my evil fat ...And those days suck...But other days I feel good...I love myself...But...Damn...I hate feeling half of what I could be(or double what I should be...*giggle*)...You've just gotta bucle down and do it...No matter how you feel...Don't tell yourself no..Some other time...That's usually one's downfall...Happy Easter ;)~! *runs over Easter Bunny, and steals his goody basket*
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SHARE THE CHOCOLATE BUNNIES!!!
LOL...I hear ya sweetie. I really have to focus. I think I am too easily and too often distracted from my goals. Must work on my attention span. ^^;