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[melcreada]

I am kinda sad. And hungry. But at least I have toilet paper now (thanks, honey).

I think the weather's got me feeling a little blue. Or maybe it's because somehow I already spent most of my paycheck on bills, bills, BILLS.

However, if I really admitted it to myself, I am down because I am a petty, bitter person. A friend of mine has been losing so much weight. She looks fabulous! And while I am happy for her, I am so disappointed with myself for not keeping to any kind of diet or work out regiment. Especially since it's not just extra weight that concerns me - it's my high blood pressure as well. I have no excuse. I also have no will power. I know I am better than that. And the fact that I admit all this and am still not succeeding is just chapping my ass. [/rant]

Okay, done for now. Come back later and maybe I won't whine so much. *snerk*

Comments

[wonderelf.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Don't feel bad, we all have those moments (or at least I do!) My ex-roommate would go through periods where she just wouldn't feel like eating, and then she would complain about how skinny she was getting. She would come up and say, "damn these pants are loose, do I look like I'm losing weight?" or worse she would say, "man I gained five pounds, look at this pudge!" and then shake her non-existant belly in my face haha...I admit I was pretty inwardly jealous and petty over that ^^;

I also really really need to stick to the diet and excersize regime I promised I would do once I got back to CA (er which hasn't started yet after two weeks...) I'm beginning to think I just need to contract a consumption type disease that wastes a person away for awhile ^_~

[joseishijin.livejournal.com]

*mad hugs on you*

I see your posts and before I even read them, I am cheered up. ^_^

I never understood how anyone doesn't feel like eating. I SO don't have that!!! >_

[ms-poe.livejournal.com]

*le sigh*

I know what you mean babe...I was doing soooo well with my workout last year...And lately I have just gone to hell...gained all the weight back...I just don't have time to workout like I used to =/...And my mono keeps me down on the days I could actually do it...*double sigh*...Well...I think once summer rolls around I'll be good to go again...But I think I'm gonna start really doing it again on Monday...Sometimes I just feel horrid about my evil fat ...And those days suck...But other days I feel good...I love myself...But...Damn...I hate feeling half of what I could be(or double what I should be...*giggle*)...You've just gotta bucle down and do it...No matter how you feel...Don't tell yourself no..Some other time...That's usually one's downfall...Happy Easter ;)~! *runs over Easter Bunny, and steals his goody basket*

[joseishijin.livejournal.com]

*hugs you*

SHARE THE CHOCOLATE BUNNIES!!!

LOL...I hear ya sweetie. I really have to focus. I think I am too easily and too often distracted from my goals. Must work on my attention span. ^^;