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I am kinda sad. And hungry. But at least I have toilet paper now (thanks, honey).
I think the weather's got me feeling a little blue. Or maybe it's because somehow I already spent most of my paycheck on bills, bills, BILLS.
However, if I really admitted it to myself, I am down because I am a petty, bitter person. A friend of mine has been losing so much weight. She looks fabulous! And while I am happy for her, I am so disappointed with myself for not keeping to any kind of diet or work out regiment. Especially since it's not just extra weight that concerns me - it's my high blood pressure as well. I have no excuse. I also have no will power. I know I am better than that. And the fact that I admit all this and am still not succeeding is just chapping my ass. [/rant]
Okay, done for now. Come back later and maybe I won't whine so much. *snerk*
I think the weather's got me feeling a little blue. Or maybe it's because somehow I already spent most of my paycheck on bills, bills, BILLS.
However, if I really admitted it to myself, I am down because I am a petty, bitter person. A friend of mine has been losing so much weight. She looks fabulous! And while I am happy for her, I am so disappointed with myself for not keeping to any kind of diet or work out regiment. Especially since it's not just extra weight that concerns me - it's my high blood pressure as well. I have no excuse. I also have no will power. I know I am better than that. And the fact that I admit all this and am still not succeeding is just chapping my ass. [/rant]
Okay, done for now. Come back later and maybe I won't whine so much. *snerk*
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Date: 2004-04-12 02:37 am (UTC)From:I see your posts and before I even read them, I am cheered up. ^_^
I never understood how anyone doesn't feel like eating. I SO don't have that!!! >_