Jul. 6th, 2005

melcreada: (padme obiwan)


Am. Not. Jealous. My teeth always crack like that when I am happy for someone else. Gah! I knew I should have gone to AX. I'm envious of people who manage to get lots of sketches and autographs.

Woke up suddenly, feeling very lonely. I think I may have had a bad dream, but I don't really remember.

*woe*
melcreada: (lonely road)


Ugh. After my last entry I went on to have some of the worst nightmares of my adult life. Now, nothing will ever top my childhood nightmares of nuclear annihilation, family starving/dying from radiation, and being forced to sleep with the dead bodies of my parents. But these were bad.

Mom alone in my grandmother's house and later in a state mental institution, a shapeless never-seen evil causing horrible things within my family/friend circles, and a long, lonely drive across an endless canyon that made me want to weep and weep because I had lost everything that was dear to me.

Needless to say, I got less than 3 hours of sleep last night. Every time I woke, I struggled to stay awake but would inevitably fall into a different nightmare. Ick.

*off to read Key's report on Expo in hopes that it will give me the warm fuzzies*

Think about sheep in drag, think about sheep in drag...

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