melcreada: (ouran OMFG!)
Fuuuuuuck, I'm tired! I'm all wibbly to boot, so odds are I will have a mini-meltdown before too much longer.

Part of my wah wah wah might come from the fact that I am not participating in Nanowrimo this year because see opening statement. I am just all burned out and frazzled and all I want to do when I get  home is crawl into bed and what the fuck is that about anyway? Creativity becomes a burden and a chore.

Okay, I'm done with that.

Now, can someone tell me when Christmas got bumped up to November? There are subdivisions that are decorated for Christmas. I am taking my bullhorn over later and yelling, "It is November 5th, you time-repellent retards! Turn the fucking lights off until Thanksgiving at least!" I mean, I love Christmas like a five-year-old who has been mainlining candy canes and hot cocoa, but back the fuck off! Have some respect for the holiday and its specialness...

Okay, I'm done with that too.

Thanks for reading. Goodnight.
melcreada: (Default)
My sister-in-law wants to send my parents to Las Vegas for their 40th wedding anniversary this year and to divide it up three ways between her and my brother, my sister and her hubby, and me. But I can't afford my share and I had to tell them so.

Fuck, fuck, fuck. I feel like such a fucking loser.

I know that I am single income and that I make a third of what they both, as couples, make. I know that I shouldn't feel bad, that I should just give what I can afford to give. But somehow knowing this doesn't make me feel like any less of a loser. Especially when my sister rushes in afterward and tells me not to worry, they don't need any money from me. Like I am a charity case or something.

My god-damned pride, you guys. For real...

ETA: I'm calmer now...so that's good. I am just going to sleep it off.
melcreada: (neal in blue)
As I predicted, my sister called to tell me she was going to see my dad anyway (for real, I have the pushiest family in the universe) so I told her I would go too because sisters stick together and if my dad is gonna yell, he might as well get a two for one special. So, of course, my sister told my mom who decided to go, too. And, of course, we were there about 20 minutes before my dad couldn't take it any longer and told us to leave.

So, yeah. But I'm glad we went. He should be getting out tomorrow with the results coming back in a couple of days. Thanks to everyone for the kind comments. *hugs*

Also, as a welcome back to work, the system s'ploded and I was so pissed, I just walked out at 6:30 because my sister and mom were waiting for me. I came home after the visit and tried to VPN in, but the one time I need to, I can't. My internet was horribly slow and I just could not connect. So, I threw my work clothes back on, drove to the office, and continued working on the problem. It was fixed and finished by 8:30 and I came home in an absolute grump.

I am in SUCH a bad mood. Anger management issues.

ETA: Thankfully, JP and the raccoons are melting my hatred of the world away...
melcreada: (cake full of woe)
I am experiencing the unique (hopefully brief, please God) and dual sensation of stomach virus cramps and womanly (FUCK IT HURTS) cramps.

Had to bail on happy hour with the girls so I could come home and pray for death.

The fact that the day is almost over and I have not killed anyone is nothing short of miraculous.

Go, me.
melcreada: (cooking mama)

Yay, weekend! I am going out tonight with the girls, wot wot! Actually, I am not that excited but whatever. It gets me out of the house. LOL!

Tomorrow is my cousin's daughter's wedding (I know...my cousins' kids are getting to the age where they can marry. Yikes.).

Oh! And David Cook is coming to Galveston! That is only 4 hours away! Boogie!

That's a lot of exclamation points.

Here is my completely pointless rant about AI's Adam Lambert and his gaiety... )

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